Cindy's got a big 'ol butt OH YEAH!

So I am going to have re structure my reward schedule. I absolutely NEED a new pair of jeans, ASAP. I have only one pair that fit me right now that aren't about to fall apart. I had 3 pair, but one has a giant rip in the butt and the other has thin patched around the butt which means there will be a rip in the butt soon! Why oh why do I have to have such a big butt!!! So this weekend I'm going to buy myself a new pair of jeans, because even though I plan on losing more weight, I can't wear the same pair of jeans everyday until I do.

Deja vu?

I'm down 2.9 lbs. this week. Even though I had a bad day on Wednesday and ate entirely too much chocolate. I did a lot of walking at work this week and I actually got a workout in. I'm gonna do everything I can to keep it up and not yo yo between 3 pounds forever (or gain any more!).

Crap

So I weighed myself yesterday and I'm back where I started. I lost focus this week and I had PMS and so I gained all three lbs. back :( Whatever happens though I'm determined to not let myself keep repeating the same unhealthy patterns. I am going to weigh myself every week regardless of how "well" I think I've done the previous week, just to make sure I keep myself on track.

I need to start working out again though. I quit jazzercise because I really couldn't afford it anymore and it just wasn't working out for me. I can't afford a gym membership and the workout room in our apartment complex always has other people in it and it makes me really uncomfortable to be in there with someone else since the room is so small. I take walks in the evening but not as often as I should. :(

FAT Weekend

I don't know what it is about the weekends, they always seem to throw me off track. I didn't do very well this weekend regarding food. Although I still did better than I have in the past so progress is progress right?

Yay

One week down and I've lost 3.3 lbs.! Only 1.7 lbs to meet my first goal of 5 lb. loss! When I do that I'm gonna go out and buy myself a new sweater, a cute one that shows off my tatas!

Starting off well...

So yesterday I did really well on my own personal weight watcher's plan. Aaron and I went for a really nice long walk in Alum Springs Park last evening and then we came home and had lentil soup and salad for dinner. It was yum!

I've decided on rewarding myself with things along my weight loss journey. I'm really not sure what to do for my first 5 lb. loss though. I know for the 10 lb. loss I'm going to reward myself with a new pair of super cute jeans, but I don't know what to do for myself for 5 lbs. Maybe take a day off work? Hehe, I've already done that and it wasn't to reward myself, it was so I could be lazy.

I'll think of something.